Wednesday, October 19, 2011

Babies

  So I am having a problem. I am sad I can't have anymore babies (yes I know I'm crazy) I see so many people on FB having babies and pregnant and I am actually sad I will not experience that anymore. Realisticly I know I shouldn't have anymore kids and I am ready to move on to the next stage in life but I am actually sad. And 3 kids is plenty and tough, but what if Jay gets older and we want to have another. The Hubby is DONE and does not want anymore and really he made it impossible to have anymore. We both made the decision but I didn't know I would feel this way. I've heard people feel this way for a while but its time for it to go away. It's crazy we started young and are done having kids and others our age are just starting. I do love the age I had kids, found out I was pregnant with my first on my 21st bday. So it will be nice when our kids are older, the Hubby and I will still be kinda young, so that is one good reason to be okay to not have anymore babies. I guess I'll just enjoy other peoples babies, lol. I do love seeing all the new babies. And I am REALLY excited to be an Auntie again, can't wait!!!

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